walking from my past
but i don't think i've said my goodbyes
sometimes i've just found
that they keep sneaking up from behind

closing up the wounds
i suppose it's best to take some more time
then why do i find
that we've closed every door in our lives?

'cause/and i know you're the only one for me
quit standing in my sleep/dreams

"never going back and forth
i'm only going forward"
that's what i keep saying
"never going back and forth
i'm only going back"
that's what i mean

something haunts my dreams/sleep
don't know what it means

itching at the scabs
only makes my troubles run high
'cause scratching at my sheets
makes my bark much worse than my bite

itching for a fight
it's your nails running over my spine
cause the doors are open
and they keep swirling back to my mind

my screws are loose
my noose is tight
i'm lost
i'm back and forth
i'm in between